Unavoidable

I finally got to know my job scope today.

"Jee Wei, you'll be the new test engineer of our division. You'll be dealing with programming involving C, Pacific C and Unix."

My world almost crumbled down upon me. That's like holy crap. Not only will I be doing something I'm not interested in, It's actually something I'm weakest in. Will I be able to handle this? I almost gave up. I told myself I'd quit before I humiliate myself by not being able to handle tasks given to me. But..

I made a promise once. That I'll be someone with qualities to be liked. I'll need to start somewhere, so why not here.

I'll need to.

I realise that this is no more industrial training. It'll be the job which will guarantee my salary every month. No matter how tough is it, I'll need to manage it somehow.

A day before work

I have finally graduated. This marks the first post which I'll leave here starting this day.

Shouldn't i be excited, or at least nervous knowing that tomorrow would be my first day at work? I'm strangely composed. We shall see.

I thank my friends for the last few weeks of memories in KL. I miss you guys already. The outings, the get-togethers, the laughters, I'll never forget them. They are burnt into my memory forever. I ask myself why, why didn't we start doing this earlier? And I came to realise, that in a way, the obvious lack of quantity paved way for better, more unforgetable qualities in the mere few weeks we've spent. I cherished every single moment of those.

Thank you Tzemin..for adding another Ferrari to my collection.